FOUR YEARS TO FUCKING PASS SOON!
shoes!
more $$$
purple hair(or crazily coloured hair?)
complete happy family crazy friends another hoodie
more time to sleep or go out:p
shorts,shirts
wishes that wont come true;
-tongue piercing
-belly piercing(shouldn't have closed the other two)
-tattoo(o.0)}pretty pls?
-all my ear piercings back
-plus additional ear piercings
-lip piercing
-eyebrow piercing^^
-just to say happy
i dunno lahs..but somehow i just feel that one ever understands me.no one can ever be feeling how i feel..it sucks!!it would be better for me if i just die..leaving all the misery behind.its such an awful place to be in i dun understannd why god put me into this place..why is it so unfair??its really a horrible place..i dun wanna live anymore..im just livin for the sake of living..i dunno what to do anymore..i have ran out of lies to tell myself to keep on living everyday..all i know is..lyfe really sucks..i just cant comprehend what im going thru..yes..its better than it was before..now there is no more problems..but i feel so empty inside..it feels lyke mother does not have the intention of loving me..but has no choice for fear that i would cut myself.i wish i could just numb myself from all the pain..but he doesnt let me..no one will..theres nothing i can do to persuade them that it does not hurt...its just merely a few slits..what could this do to me?tell me,
okayy..im just some bored emoish girl who has things bottled up inside of her that needs to be shouted out..so yeah..omgg.i so hate life..its so unfair can??everything i do is wrong..i dun understand what the hell am i doing wrong..i try to pls that fucking person but all she does is scold..what does she wha from me??is it wrong that i wha to concentrate more on my studies??is it really wrong?why cant she just let me live my own life?it would be better for both os us..i just feel like telling her to fuck th hell out of my life..but i cant..i need to stay in this school so i dun have to go to that fucking school that changed my brother so much..i just wha to die now..
