FOUR YEARS TO FUCKING PASS SOON!
shoes!
more $$$
purple hair(or crazily coloured hair?)
complete happy family crazy friends another hoodie
more time to sleep or go out:p
shorts,shirts
wishes that wont come true;
-tongue piercing
-belly piercing(shouldn't have closed the other two)
-tattoo(o.0)}pretty pls?
-all my ear piercings back
-plus additional ear piercings
-lip piercing
-eyebrow piercing^^
-just to say happy
WHAT THE FREAKING HELL!! SINGAPORE LOST TO SRI LANKA IN THE LAST 5 MINS; BOY AM I UPSET!! ohwells. today has been a tiring day.. went to church then church end quick quick go tp sports hall.. actually never finish the whole service lehs:P is no time alrdy so quick quick zhao first:p wl.. never eat breakfast never eat lunch only eat dinner.. feel so stupid sia.. haha!! got other things that happened. but im just too lazy to type out liaos:P ahaha.. btw. thanks afiq for sending me back all the way to my station:D haha. appreciate it korkor! ahaha:P lala.. thats all for today!!
i might have said, lets forget about everything. but nothings leaves my mind so easily, it still stays. im sorry to say that. and to tell you the truth; i dunno whether im able to forget this incident or not.. i hope im able to bahs, for now. lets live life as it once was yeah? and hopefully, i'll forget this soon. and im seriously stoning the whole day lahs. so sian one lor!! nevermind, the day's ending and tmr gonna be one busy day. alamak; one day of slacking then comes another day of rushing.. sigh, someone entertain me pls!!
;4:06 AM
Friday, August 29, 2008
lala.. today gonna be stuck at home all the way.. and its raining.. nevermind; talking to some person now, haha, randomness:P sian sian sian.. yesterday got staff day celebration:P performed, the other performances rocked la! the sec3s performance was damn cool:P then take picture with somebody; [for me to know for you to find out;] ohwells, my mother talk on the phone like fun only sial.. hahha!! nevermind, somebody pls come entertain me okay,
xinni!! how you find my blog one sia? haha, yeah. ii was really shocked!! haha;
;11:09 PM
so lifes getting wierder and wierder each day.. a decision to make, i cant do it. it just hurts too much.. i dun wanna do that i dun want to.. but are we just gonna stay like that? im sorry for the change in me.. i didnt mean it.. neither did i know it until you told me. how i wish things could go back to the way it was.. someone tell me what to do.. cos i really dunno.. so painful.. if we end it here.. i dun wanna think about that.. how? what do we do now.. im confused,really confused. i dun believe that we're not meant to be.. i dun believe. but i gotta confess.. its my fault. if i just hadnt changed.. nothing would have happened.. im sorry..
happy endings are just incomplete stories?
;5:39 AM
Friday, August 22, 2008
everythings settled alrdy..am im just so glad:D i wanna do the best i can.. and use this last chance i have in th school.. im gonna prove my worth. control my temper and do my best:D i hope i can.i know i can:P haha.. so the weeks now over.. next week can start training again:P and im so glad im able to! actual punishment: one red card indefinite suspension from boarding 1 week discipline class counselling given punishment: do netball duties until the end of the year.
i was so shocked i just started crying.. i need to clarify one thing/ i really understood what all of you were trying to do.. but you thot i didnt. maybe it was just because of the way i acted// and the way i didnt show it.
i love you baby. i really do.. woots!! bye world!!:P gone for now.. not gone for good..
;6:32 AM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
first thing first. my jiejie likes asking wierd questions like.. IS SHE CARRYING A KITTEN? haha..nevermind, so today really had a boring day.. go vivo.. end up study with jayne couldnt even last an hour.. started to disturb her non stop. then later went to see maria mc.. she damn funny sial.. the dance was so nice and the singing was so good lor.. ahaha. thats basically all that i did today:P
i feel kinda cocked up man.. i feel like keeping everything inside.. pretend to be some happy girl.. maybe i should. maybe i should do that.. i cant stop thinking about what happened.. why cant i? somebody tell me what to do.. im seriously out of my mind.. i feel so useless..
;5:12 AM
Friday, August 15, 2008
i sure am regretful of how i acted.. how i wish i could turn back time.. but i know its now impossible.. so now.. i know.. i gotta work hard and prove that i really want to go far in netball.. its all up there in your mind.. i keep telling myself.. i hope i can do it.. i know i can do it..
so this is what happened. but first of all.. i gotta admit that it was my fault to blow up just like that.. i shouldnt have done so in the first place..
but i gotta say.. it wasnt because of the swimming test. i wouldnt do that.. but why did you have to come up to me and ask why am i making you my enemy? im not?! why do you think that way.. you shouted at me for that.. and you didnt really know what i thot... you thot you knew// but no!! you didnt.. im sorry.. i dunno how to explain the incident.. whenever i think of it. i just feel like crying again.. dun force me to do anything.. i cant!!
;7:03 AM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
i admit everything is my fault!! alright? i dun wanna know anything more.. my thinkings screwed!! i dunno..i dunno!! this feeling sucks!! alright? im sorry for all ive done.. im sorry teammate.. im sorry for everything that ive done.. im really very sorry.. something bad might happen. i do not know. neither do i wish to find out.. im just really sorry for everything that ive done to the team.. im just totally screwed now.. i dunno what to do already.. my thinkings fcuked up alright? im really sorry..
;10:57 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
finally back form thasiland..back from kl!! the teams rock my socks okay? yeahyeahyeah!! and to tell you ppl the truth im missing you under 14s peeps now man!! i wanna play with you all more more more!! hahaah.. ohwells. it was fun playing with you ppl too!! doraemon you rock so much man!! taitai..you are missed too!! kimberly lee!! whats wrong with your blog?! why like got porn only.. omgg!!!
;12:36 AM
Sunday, August 3, 2008
omgg!!finally back from thailand. missed all of you so much!!<3 wheeeeets~!! lala.. so anws. just went there to play my best and i guess.. i was awarded. ohwells,haha!! just played and played and played. got this suphanburi WA really damn cute okay, ohwells. im just lazy to say what happened. haha,wanna know? come talk to me!! gonna slack soon lehs!! byeybye,:D
