FOUR YEARS TO FUCKING PASS SOON!
shoes!
more $$$
purple hair(or crazily coloured hair?)
complete happy family crazy friends another hoodie
more time to sleep or go out:p
shorts,shirts
wishes that wont come true;
-tongue piercing
-belly piercing(shouldn't have closed the other two)
-tattoo(o.0)}pretty pls?
-all my ear piercings back
-plus additional ear piercings
-lip piercing
-eyebrow piercing^^
-just to say happy
just like a shadow, I'll be beside you, Ill be your comfort, I'm there to guide you home.
I will provide you, a place of shelter. I want a be your zone, I'll act as if you do,
Tell me what you wanted me to do, I'll make you great to be a man, with a woman who can stand. With every promise given, making vows to please her man.
If i could be your angel, (your angel, your angel.) protect you from th pain, (from th pain, oh) I'll keep you safe from danger. (from danger, from danger) You'll never hurt again, (no more) i'll be your (A.N.G.E.L) (A.N.G.E.L) I'm gonna be your A.N.G.E.L I'll be your angel.
Just like th moon, I'll step aside. And let your sun shine, while i follow behind.
Cause baby what ya got, it is with all th props. With everything I'm not, (and I'm so glad your mine) I'll act as if you do,
Tell me what you wanted me to do, I'll make you great to be a man, with a woman who can stand. With every promise given, making vows to please her man.
[chorus]
Tell me why there's so many good men. Men in th world misunderstood. He's a dog,he's no good. I wish someone would, disrespect my man. You're gonna have to come see me. I go hard for my baby, He's all that i need.
so if you got a good one, put your hands up, come on girl put your hands up. go ahead lift your man up. get up.
if you got a good one, put your hands up. come on girl, and stand up. go ahead lift your man up. get up.
If i could be your angel, (your angel,your angel) protect you from the pain, (from the pain, from th pain) I'll keep you save from danger. (i'll keep you save, from danger) you'll never hurt again, (you'll never hurt again)
(A.N.G.E.L) (A.N.G.E.L) you'll never hurt again.
(A.N.G.E.L) (A.N.G.E.L) you'll never hurt again.
(A.N.G.E.L) A.N.G.E.L (A.N.G.E.L)
I'll be your angel.
;9:45 PM
/smile,and that's all i ever want to see.
today went for training (: lucky never oversleep again luhh (: aahhahaha! so asshole sia. i thot wil have jam again today, then i leave at 8 end up i reach 910 =.='' but nevermind uh, (: at least get to do passes with th shooters (: ahahhaha! then went t bathe after training (: went to eat macs with tira (: then zhao-ed home (: then waited for jie,about 5plus. go jurong point. walan eh. th place extend until so big sia, like a cheaper version of vivo -.- walk until i blur sia,:P lucky jie with me. then ate burger kings then went t buy chocolate mcflurry (: nicenicenice (: ahahhaha! then continue walking. go to pet shop,then got one dog at th shop stay there one ,(: so cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutee!! (: (: (: ahahahha! my jie say when th dog walk time. so fat,until th stomach is touch th floor de:P then go there, it keep lying on th floor non stop:P then looklook around, then bought some toy for th kittens. (: come back let them try, like only th male kitten dare to play, th rest like scared of it -.- wanted to buy th others more fun de, but after one night they confirm make spoil for us de, :P ohweeeeeeeeells ! (: tmr gon sleeeeeeep like some pig (: dun think going out liao ): ): i want sia. ohwells.!
;3:37 AM
Sunday, December 28, 2008
/wtf?no one fcuking calls me at midnight to talk. when, I DUN EVEN KNOW YOU!
pls la,dun be fucked up. that's all ive got to say. ugh! anws,im still HUNGRY!!! ): ): ): ): ): wlwlwlwlwlwlwlwlwlwl!!
whatever uh kim! ans shiet shiet shiet shiet shiet shiet shiet shiet!! i dare you to call me, and then this time, it ain't that nice polite person talking to you. as if i was ever one (?!) vulgarities will all come out. just this once. so you better stop calling, cos calls from you wont be entertained (: thank you, (:
andand.guess what?im not rooming with nat anymore ): ): ): ): ):
arghhhhhhh!!! ): ): ): ): ):
我不要!!
its freaking hell one year!! ):
andand,
haiz,nevermind ):
;10:10 PM
/kim misses cody ):
gahh!! life's boring, and i just did a ****ing stupid thing.. i fell sleep. forgot to set alarm (?! ohmyfriggin ^%&#%&%#) woke up when training freaking hell ended!! im glad ms robin's not scolding.. (yet) and to think i was like alrdy all set for training? get training attire,bathing things,blah blah blah all ready liaos. but thankfully, there's training tmr!! (: so happyyy! ohwells,today's gon be a reeeeeeeeaaal boring day!! ): not gon do anything, and finally.im friggin hungry ): bby's not awake yet. its 1244:P bleh! (:
/praying that things will always stay this way.
;8:38 PM
stupid girls, stupid girls, stupid girls. maybe if i act like that, that guy will call me back. what a paparazzi girl, i don't wanna be a stupid girl. go to Fred Segal, you'll find them there laughing loud so all the little people stare. looking for a daddy to pay for the champagne (drop a name) what happened to the dreams of a girl president she's dancing in the video next to 50 cent they travel in packs of two or three with their itsy bitsy doggies and their teeny-weeny tees where, oh where have te smart people gone? oh where, oh where could they be? maybe if i act like that, that guy will call me back. what a paparazzi girl, i don't wanna be a stupid girl. baby if i act like that, flipping my blonde hair bck push up my bra like that, i don't wanna be a stupid girl. (break it down now) disease's growing, it's epidemic i'm scared that there ain't a cure the world believes it and i'm going crazy/ i cannot take any more i'm so glad that i'll never fit in that will never be me outcasts and girls with ambition that's what i wanna see disasters all around world despaired their only concern will they **** up my hair maybe if i act like that, that guy will call me back. what a paparazzi girl, i don't wanna be a stupid girl baby if i act like that, flipping my blonde hair back. push up my bra like that,i don't wanna be a stupid girl
oh my god you guys,i totally had more than 300 calories. that was so not sexy, no good one. can i borrow that? [vomits] I WILL BE SKINNY (do ya thing do ya thing do ya thing) (i like this like this like this) pretty will you **** me girl, silly as a lucky girl pull my head and suck it girl stupid girl! pretty would you *** me girl, silly as a lucky girl pull my head and suck it girl, stupid girl! baby if i act like that, flipping my blonde hair back push up my bra like that, stupid girl! maybe if i act like that. that guy will call me back. what a paparazzi girl, i don't wanna be a stupid girl baby if i act like that, flipping my blonde hairback push up my bra like that, STUPID GIRL!
/pink.stupid girls
;12:53 AM
Saturday, December 27, 2008
/take me away,right now.
so today, slept damn long :P then jayne woke me up, helped her with her clothes. she and her BIG butt. i swear. impossible to conceal :p ahhhhha! help help help, yawn until i started crying. tears coming down my face:P ahahahahah! then bathe blah blah blah everything:P then go tamp meet bby (: watched yesman. nice (: got some freaking siao kia beside me. ohwhatevers, (: then blah blah blah, ate macs:P tried mcspicy:P i want try everything la (: ahahahahha! 5 hours with you (: then went home ): *cries so fast one lor.. *hmph* then come home use com lo:p tmr gotta be at church at 930 ): bleh! so tired, i want sleep one sia:P bu nevermind (: let it be. ugh! hopefully its not every week bahs (; daddy say can go eat th squid ink pasta again. hopefully my lips dun turn black again :P thats all, byes! (:
/forsaken.
;6:34 AM
Friday, December 26, 2008
/i wanna be with you my friend, (:
someone thinks he's gon be a stalker tmr sia:P
ahahahha!
yeah,
so today slept until 11 then go bathe everything,
then go meet daddy :P (:
ahahhhaa!
then go eat pizza bar da donate again:P
ate so many different things,spent 50BUCKS again.
hahaha!
so shiok so shiok (:
th squid ink pasta damn nice (:
ahahhaha!
ohwhatever,
then took taxi go buy my books from th supplier and
one for claudia (:
ahahahha!
then took taxi again (:P) t jurong east popular,
buy eng ans chinese foolscap and graph paper (:
scientific calculator (:
and files :P (:
ahahahha!
then go home myself,
my hand nearly break la ):
aahhhha!so goddamn heavy!! ):): then came home straight away take off shirt :P iknow obscene,sorry ): then use com. blah blah blah. then come now (: gon sleeep soon. (: gon meet bby<3> ohyeah, (: ahahahhaa!
/only say what you really mean. thank you, (:
;7:04 AM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
/no mountains too high,
ohwells.all about today. woke up damn freaking early to go church. then waited for vivien, then suddenly felt damn pissed at something idw say. then th shermaine person saw me. then she prayed for me. *cried. then th pastor came and talk. then later went in,. saw th skit bleh bleh. then after everythign aunty siok hiang ask me, whether i want accept christ or not then i said yes. then,surprisingly th pastor prayin for me was th one who talked to me. then he talked to me,then said th sinners' prayer, then he prayed for me (: then went out, makan-ed. then went to th old folks' home for caroling. quite coooooool (: then talked to th aunties there. vivien was right,one of them damn cute (: wanted to go watch yes man, but ended up never ): but nevermind (: we rented dvd then go her house watch (: me sam brenda ange then later tricia trina came (: watched th museum show,(forgot wht) and benchwarmers ^^ wanted to watch others then all dun have ): then watch finish both alrdy,then had pizza (: then later vivien's parents come back then say want celebrate ppl bday. then all of us like stunned.. like whose birthday sia. so all blur blur go sit there.. wait for theem to say who. then suddenly they say is me. so now i share th same birthday as jesus (:
i love jesus<3(:
so yeah, then went home. nearing 12midnight le. tmr need meet daddy and gerald. im tired, not enuff rest ): but nevermind (: byes!
/iloveyou,<3(:
;7:44 AM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
/are you patient and understanding?
tmr got training.. then come home bathe then go to aunty jenny house, augh! my whole family so not enthu for it lor ): whatever uh. dun go then dun go uh. i dun mind (: can continue reading my bookie mahs! (: yeah, practically,today is stoned.and i read my book :P (: wonder what im gonna do tmr :P talking so clarence and chanel now :p but going offline le :P (: ahahaaha. she's being a fcuking B!TCH!
/and once again, tell me you love me <3(: YOU,not you.
;5:45 AM
Monday, December 22, 2008
/aint doing well,
i wanna start studying manzxzxzx!! blooooooody stupid me forgot to buy my freaking boooks la! then now my laptop also with daddy, ugh! then still buying one book for claudia (: ahahhaha! gym-ed again in th morning. then went to eat w/ yun zhen georgina and athirah. guess ive been eating with yun zhen since training started :P came back so tired dunno why, fell asleep,(but with a cat tickling me all th way) then woke up,straight away go carry things out for mummy,. hair so messy ask me go out -.-'' ahahahhha! nevermind (: then now im here kop-ing my sis com ^^ im freaking bored now, going back to packing my room sooooon.. ): every year also kena forced to pack. there's such a thing as : "difference in yours and my standard of messy and clean" (: im crapping,dun mind me. just now talked on th phone with janelle for a while, asking her which books she needed :P reminding myself of my stupidity (havent buy boooks!) im borededdeded!! someone really pls entertain me, i cannot tahan being bored liaos:P hahahahahahhaha! ?
/is that too much that im asking for?
;5:49 AM
Sunday, December 21, 2008
/7 more minutes on this laptop ): using my sis one now la. bloooooooody hell! my one kena virus:P hahahahaah! with daddy now.. heheheh!! i dun have anything to say, or should i say im lazy to say anything !! (: ahahhaha!
so fast next year's starting. i wanna start studying but i totally forgot to order th freaking books la! walan eh, nevermind nevermind. anyone want go out msg me le? i also want go out. 91013841 (: ahahahhaha!
/and yes, iloveyou<3(:
;4:23 AM
Monday, December 15, 2008
/laptop's getting killed by virus
today,mummy say got work until now still sleeping LOL ohwhatevers, so boreddededededed. have been stoning almost th whole day, cant use th com soon. im going high, and imissyou! ):
nothing to do this few days, life is getting more and more boring! ohmanzxzxzxzx! actually jie found work for me, thats what she calls it. 3hours at raffles place. then suay suay got training on that day, somemore she so blur about everything one. aiya.nevermind. (: friday need bring grandpa to hospital again ): another 5 hours of sitting down ): dammit,torturing my butt, hehs, (: anyonee willing to ome pei me then zhao? jokingjokingjoking. no one will do that la (: ahaha! anws.laptop really die liaos ): cant use anymore. haiz, byebye! ):
*and don't you ever forget that, iloveyou <3(: missing you so damn much ):
;10:21 PM
/and yes, im determined to change myself, and become a better person. (: i'll prove all of you wrong.
so today,went training. then bathe,then go eat pizza hut with shawallah,yun zhen,georgina and ange. ange never eat cos she going somewhere else (: ya,eat finish then sat there talk talk talk. we come later then some ppl they leave earlier then us :P and yes,found out many new facts (o.0?) shouldn't know actually.. then came home, was watching fated to love you, then mummy wanted to use com. so i go lie on th sofa let her use, lie until i fall asleep.. garfield (my cute cat (: ) come sleep on me, i wake up continue watching. he come jump on my lap continue sleeping :P (: kim (L) cats! (: dogs too (: ahahha! then yeah, finally watch finish th whole show. nice sia (: so gonna sleep le (: baby's sleeping already. (: rest well, (: now im tired. hope to not get anymore nightmare that will prevent me from going back to sleep le :P
love all of you out there, (: especially cody <3(:
BLACK HAIR,NO PIERCINGS,WANTING TO STUDY. ALL SET FOR SCHOOL! (:
;7:06 AM
Sunday, December 14, 2008
/kop-ed this from szelin's blog. imbored. ):
1. My friends are - loved.
2. Im listening to - th washing machine.
3. Maybe i should - stop stoning.
4. I love - you! (reading this)
5. My plan - stone.
6. I dont understand - life.
7. I lost - myself.
8. People say - hello! (:
9. I am missing - Him.
10. Love means - something.
11. Somewhere, someone's - breathing.
12. I am always searching for - idiots.
13. Forever seems - like something.
14. I never want - to lose Him.
15. My mobile phone is - siao liao.
16. When i wake up in the morning - i go back to sleep for another 5 mins.
17. I get annoyed when - idiots piss me off.
18. Parties are - BORING!
19. Hugs or kisses? - hugs and kisses.
20. Today - is the 14th of december.
21. Tomorrow I will - go for training ):
22. I really want - sleeeeeeeeep!
23. I - thot of you/
24.What is your phone brand? -sonyericsson
25. What are the last three digits of your phone number? -841
26. What does the second message in your inbox says - haha.i.love.you.more.more.more.la.baby.(:.haha.playing.with.my.father.hp.haha(really with all this dots)
27. Who was the last person you rang? - (call list empty)
28. Who was the last missed call from? - (call list empty)
29. What does the oldest message in your inbox say? - its real looooooooooooooongg.
30. Who comes up after J? - K.
31. Go to your sent messages; What does the tenth message say? - haha.you damn cute le.(: make me miss you more only ):
32. Who is your network provider? - starhub
33. How many messages are there in your inbox? - Idk.
34. Who do you have on speed dial 3? - forgot. i think mum?
35. If you are on prepaid card, how much credit do you have? - dk whats that.
36. Who's the first person who comes up after C? - Daryl.
37. What do you have as your main ringtone? - my boo.
38. Pass this quiz to ten people whoever whose booooooooored/.
;1:23 AM
/im really glad you came back (:
so yesterday got the study awards thingy. and yes mel, you dun need to remind me. i know i screwed th whole thing up. then nice szelin and jiwon went to go make my ezlink with me (: finally dun need pay adult price le (: but thanks to dear for lending me the card yeah? (:
so today is here. went church. nearly fall down again -.-'' then went to korkor godparents house, cos their daughter baby just one month. go there sit sit,everyone took so long to recognise me. so whatevers, then came home. now nothing to do, continue watch my show. hope to finish by today:P aahha! (:
yeah,im really glad you came back. i realised many things when you weren't in singapore^^ (: so yeah, anws,i still love you all th same <3(:>
;12:46 AM
Friday, December 12, 2008
/just one last day,
*did i just miss you coming online again? since there was a comment aat 5 plus? ):
haiz, dammit. ):
but ohwells, looking at th bright side of things, tmr you'll be coming back (: sians. gotta sleep early:P ahahhha! cos got the dunno what study awards at kallang tmr =.='' freaking hell far sia/ i still want my sleep one lor:P ohwells, just get done and over with it.
*fcuking b!tch! whats your prob la? i say what i want to say right? mouth is mine what, you still want control mehs? siao gin na. fuck off la!
as for today, went hospital with grandpa again (: sat there for five hours waiting for him to do his dialysis finish. i attempted doing th math papers that ms lynn had given for the holidays, but guess i forgot everything.. well,almost. except one question. :P well,trying to be positive here. at least that's a start. and then yeah, ended up stoning there; the nurse there saw me wearing two jackets, she made for me a cup of hot milo (: so nice la. (: then came back on the taxi. went to buy food, lucky this time i never mess up like all th other times. (: first time yknow. (: somemore,its also my first time managing grandpa on my own for so long time. and i also realised that he is actually quite caring de (: just that he doesnt show it often, (: yeah. ohmygawd!! the smiley faces i have in this post like too many (: ive been using too many of this (: yknow. :P but who cares? it makes me so damn happy (: ohwells. have been smiling to myself since last night (: so now yknow how much that small amount of time meant to me?
*i really missed you alot. ): loves, (:
;4:57 AM
Thursday, December 11, 2008
/i finally had a chance to talk to you,
hey! its been a while, dear, finally got to talk to you online (: although,it was for a short while, but hey! it really has made me happy (: really, thank you (: i really miss you so much, but i'd rather still stay happy for you (: iloveyou so so much dear, (: really really (: hope to see you soon alright? (: goodnights and sweetdreams. (: i know you might not see this, but its th thought that counts right? (: love ya loads, <3(: muacks! (: takecare, (: think you know how happy i am with all th smiley faces bahs (: first time right? (: and yes,im really this happy for th first time (: and,i really cant wait to see you again dear (: i go sleep le (: tmr need wake up super early bring grandpa to hospital (: another time for me to stone 5hours yknow :P (: ohwells, this one really goodbye le la (: see you soon (:
/fated to love you,
;8:09 AM
/kimkim: watching "fated to love you. 命中注定我愛你"
sat here watching this show for quite a long time, and wow. i really am sad. yes,i really do mind not having you there with me yesterday. 10december2008. it really hurts alot, i really wanted you to be there. but you couldn't, guess i should be happy that you get to go overseas, and i really hope you enjoyed yourself at san fransisco, and that you are also enjoying yourself at hong kong now. (: hope you are,
love you<3(: miss you so much too, :(
pretence/faked a smile, i'll just pretend that i dun mind at all.
;1:50 AM
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
A BIG THANK YOU TO ANYONE WHO WISHED MY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (: as many as i can remember: from the first person.. AQ. simann. tasneem. ira. jayne. georgina. nameera. vivien. elle. elizabeth. natalie. rachel. angalene. joel wong. nabilah. not in order le: jenell tan. melody teo. azri. shermaine. khristine. christopher. joel tan. jaris goh. calista. ainsley. yuan min. anthea. beverly. mdm lee. syafiq SIRAJ!(last person to wish me man!2345!)
AND HOW COULD I EVER FORGET, baby(: hehs,didnt really know you wished me on friendster until just now:P ahahha, and yeah. i really do miss you so much right now:( its like damn wierd la, i at night,suddenly i'll start crying and crying. really wished you could have been there baby, but yeah,(keep on dreaming kim!) but im really so glad that you're coming back soon baby(: i think when i see you. i'd cry manzxzx! will be just so damn happy la(: (: (: just thinking of it puts joy in me(: anws. love you loads baby<3 muacks!
for today: woke up at 0630. send grandpa to hospital stayed there for 5 hours, sit until butt pain sia:P then th hospital gave each department one xmas cake. the nurse gave me one, fruit cake.damn sweet:P ahahah! then got this guy dooing dailysis there beside grandpa. he see me so sian,offer me his psp to play. so kind,but said nevermind(: since i dun play one:P ahahahha. then go home. otw home. nat msg say want go out? then mum say can so go out.
meet her and georgina at vivo at 330?345? hahah, went to watch wild child. nat treated me:P THANKS NAT!(: th movie damn nice, but one part or should i say a few parts? quite sad.. then went to th top th water water there. i suddenly go high there i dunno why:P ahjahhaa! then later go home liaos:P nat go meet her bro foe dinner.. georgina go home eat her home made porridge:p ahahah.
thats th end of this day. enjoyed it(: , /though i really wished you could have been there with me./ ohwells,glad to see you soon(: loves, this girl go sleep liaos(: says goodbye to her special day(: nights sweetdreams(:
if you wanna know. i've been waiting for a long time, tomorrow morning i have to leave. for someone who can make my dreams come true. but wherever i may be, you've been with me for a long time, best believe im thinking of you. helping me through,all that i have gotten through. i cant believe how much i love you. and im thankful for everything, all we have is here tonight, you do for me boy you and know that i love you, we don't want to waste this time. i'll take care of anything you'll ever need.. give me something to remember. oooh,when you're all by yourself baby, baby put your lips on mine, i got you. and i'll love you forever. if you need someone to call baby, anytime that we find ourselves apart, i got you. just close your eyes, there's no need to be lonely.. and you'll be here with me. i got you. just look to your heart, and i know that you got me too boy, and that's where i'll be. when you smile at me,it makes me weak. if you just close your eyes, i can count on you boy,to be there when im falling.. till you're drifting away, i didn't have to change for you to see, you'll never be too far from me. that nothing can ever come between you and me. if you close your eyes. i need you for who you are, i know im gonna see you again. and all that i am when i'm standing next to you. but promise me that you won't forget. i'm so lucky i even have you in my life. cause as long as you remember, oooh..when you're all by yourself baby a part of us will be together. ,i got you. so even when you're fast asleep, if you need someone to call baby, look for me inside your dreams. i got you. keep believing in what we're sharing, there's no need to be lonely, and even when im not there to tell you. i got you. i'll, i'll love, love you forever. and i know that you got me too,baby. any time that i cant be anywhere you are, your heart is with me and with nobody else. just close your eyes. nobody else.. and you'll be here with me. i'm trying to keep my cool but i can't help it. just look to your heart, i can't help it.. and that's where i'll be. i can't imagine life without your love. if you'll just close your eyes, without your love, till you're drifting away, now and forever,you're all that i'm thinking of, you'll never be too far from me. oooooohh... if you close your eyes. when you're all by yourself.. is there anywhere that far? i got you. anytime you're feeling low, there's no need to be lonely. is there anywhere that love cannot reach? and i know that you got me too, baby. ohno! it could be anywhere on earth. it could be anywhere i'll be. oh baby if you wanna see. just close your eyes. just close your eyes and you'll be here with me/ baby,iloveyou<3 look to your heart, missing you so much, ): and that's where i'll be. close your eyes. till you're drifting away. you'll never be too far from me. if you close you're eyes. and you'll be here with me. just look to your heart, and that's where i'll be. just close your eyes, till your drifting away.. you'll never be too far from me, if you close your eyes, just close your eyes..
;8:20 PM
another day without your smile, another day just passes by.
and know i know how much it means, for you to stay right here with me,
the time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger, but i hurts so bad i can't take it any longer.
i wanna grow old with you, i wanna die lying in your arms.
i wanna grow old with you, i wanna be looking in your eyes.
i wanna be there for you, sharing in everything you do.
i wanna grow old with you.
a thousand miles between the both of us now, it causes me to wonder how..
our love tonight remains so strong, it makes our risk right all along.
the time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger, but it hurts so bad i can't take it any longer.
i wanna grow old with you, i wanna die lying in your arms.
i wanna grow old with you, i wanna be looking in your eyes.
i wanna be there for you, sharing in everything you do.
i wanna grow old with you.
things can come and go, i know but, baby i believe,
something's burning strong between us, makes it clear to me.
i wanna grow old with you, i wanna die lying in your arms.
i wanna grow old with you, i wanna be looking in your eyes,
i wanna be there for you, sharing in everything you do.
i wanna grow old with you, i wanna die lying in your arms.
i wanna grow old with you, i wanna be looking in your eyes,
i wanna be there for you, sharing in everything you do.
i wanna grow old with you<3
/dj limmer.i wanna grow old with you.
;7:42 PM
/today is the 9th of december 2008!
means 4 more days (: beeeeeeen so long already! people tell me tmr's a special day.. but i dun think it is manzxzx! seeeeeeeeeeems to be another useless day, this time even more useless! ohhhhhhhwhatevers, dun spoil my 'gooooooood' mood! 13 december study awards, and yes one more reason to be happy (:
imborededededed.. someone pls entertain me! tmr most prob going out with georgina, athirah, farah?(notconfirm)/_ _ _ _ _ _ ? going where?doing what? also dunno what sia:P ahahha! but im just glad that there are at least some people who remember(: last year was vaal,korkor,yisek(dunno how to spell), and firman! this year them! woooooooooooooooooooooow!!
/buuuuuuuuuuuuut..stiill, i really do miss you): i definitely do, but no matter what, i still love you as much:) <3!
dammit! hungy liaos! gooooooooooo makan!(:
KIMBERLY LIM WEI YAN LOVES CODY LIM XU JIE! <3 MISSES HER BABY ):
;6:24 PM
yeah,im bored. my hair just kena chopppppeeeeeeed!(: i wanted to cut my fringe half th length it is now. and cos my chinese so bad, th hairdresseer dun understand. thenn her english sucks-.-'' ohwhatevers,
now i dunno how to tie my hair. im so lame.
hmmmmm.. gonna go sleep soon. im still damn freaking tired la:P
/i-missyous, :( and loveyous too <3
got freaked out with what happened just now :( :( blooooooooody horny stranger!:( eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! no face one sia he!
the suayness of kimberly lim wei yan!:(
talking to nat koh now! life's boring oh yes it is.
/5 more days and i'll be able to see you soon. life's so unpredictable,
&&thats when i love you,
KIMBERLY LIM WEI YAN LOVES CODY LIM XU JIE!<3
/i feeeeeeeel like studying now, i wanna start studying now! at least there's something to do, it beats staying at home with nothing to do, making me feel like a useless bum!!):
/i keep thinking about you, ohwhatevers. im toooooo tired and toooooo blur to stay online liaos
andpls, athirah! tonight dun comedisturb my sleep hor:P
;4:29 AM
Sunday, December 7, 2008
why don't you feel me i'm so in need is it a wonder i resist from you i was the one who fell in this game then you took me away from you
i'm fine withouy you now i don't need you here i'm fine without you now can you disappear?
i'm fine without you i've given you my heart i'm fine without you now i've given you, i've given you everything
i've given you everything
you've made it clear now this is the end no more goodbyes end with tears from me i use to want this physical thing but you've taken enough from me
i'm fine without you here now i don't need you here i'm fine without yo now can you disappear
i'm fine without you now i don't need you here i'm fine without you now can you disappear
why don't you feel me i'm so in need is it a wonder i resist from you i was the one who fell in the game then you took me away from you
i'm fine without you now i don't need you here i'm fine without you now can you disappear i'm fine without you
i've given you my heart i'm fine without you now i've given you, i've given you everything.
i've given you everything
/baby, iloveyou<3 woaini, 5 more days.. at least i got through 8 days!! i miss you so so so much, :( hoping to see you soon. loves,
;7:47 PM
/1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you.
aint the normal iloveyou you might be expecting,
IHATEYOU!!!
ohwhatevers, in need of dear la.\
craziness, aint gon get thru it.
shiet.
sore throaat's coming back again.. im going crazy,
life's getting so damn fucking screwed, all thanks to you,
and no,no one better ask me why or whether im okay.
/aint doing fine without you here,
stop telling me things i dun wanna know.
//fuck senior
;7:10 PM
/hello!
was actually back quite long ago:P ahahaha! damn full la sia, ate one breakfast in school, another breakfas at BK with tas, then go out eat at billy bombers with jie and daddy:P guess i didnt eat enuff thru the whole week, no appetite sia:P
hahahahhaha! just helped mummy dye her hair, and guess what? i kop-ed half of it dye my own hair?:P confirm come out wierd one, cos it th comb one and i dunno what colour is it at all. she only say brown. but who cares?/ she allows:):):) im borededededed yknow:P ahahhaha!
in need of entertainment,
;12:04 AM
Saturday, December 6, 2008
/finally back from iysc!
yeah,finally came home. been a tiring week, seven games squeezed into 5 days. about 2 games a day, played pretty well near th end. but now arch swollen:( getting better though:) now they say what, better go get custom made shoes blah blah blah... ididot! get from adidas, think i so rich uh. still need get insoles. still say if i dun take care, most probably by 18 need go surgery for knees=.='' trying to scare me or what?
nonetheless, it was a really good experience.. just that. the team was up and down. ps:i didnt mean to do those 'splits'!!
baby:) love love love love love you:)
/update more when i come back, going out:P
;8:03 PM
Thursday, December 4, 2008
FCUK! [nto doing well without you here. and yeah,miss you; :( hope you're having fun there!! :) love you, <3(:]
having 'fun' in school here, kena thrashed all the way yozxzx!! definition of fun:):) rooming with athirah? yuan min's behind me. went wild wild wet yesterday. 1 hour-.- idiot organisers. ohwhatever, two more days and no more staying in school:P funs!
/gon' cry myself to sleep every night, 8moredays, ohbaby. :(