Saturday, January 31, 2009

/devil in disguise,
you're heartless.

so today, practically did nothing (:
except like folded hearts.
mummy go buy 12 packets of straws for me :P
little does she know some i fold is for her :p
oh whatever, nights ppl/
nights piggy (:

so yeah, main reason why i didnt stop msging you? /i couldn't.
i had feelings for you, that just wouldnt go away until now (:
when i read your blog, i felt, hmmmm. let's just say. surprised (:
alot of things to say, so little time. i was torn between th both of you.
but finally, after so many months, i made th decision to break off with him, for you.
believe it or not, feelings so strong. ily,

;5:52 AM

Friday, January 30, 2009

/breaking down,
crying for you.

im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home. im bored at home.im bored at home. im bored at home
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i so didnt copy and paste, i so lame.
see how bored i am?
anyone free to go out?
ugh. life's killing me,

;11:01 PM

/everything but you,

someone someone someone uh:P
hehehehe,
aiya.this week kinda rocked:P
except i feel so eff-ed up.
emotions all haywire yo!
but thanks to someone, ive cheered up tremendously (:
thank you piggy!!
*ahem* *ahem* (:
ohwells,tmr i hope can go out. (:
needa do homework and study also ):
today math test i like crap through only:P
shiokness,fail then fail!
byebye!
lazy type,

/for all i know,i might be falling for you. (:

;5:05 AM

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

/i'll wait for you,

so today,went out with georgina (:
couldnt find anything,then later she went off.
then ask szelin to meet she say okay (:
with melody :P
ahahah!
then later ph came to find me so we zhao-ed.
then went to find things..
ahiahahah!
took neoprint,look so stupid:p
then later she wanted buy phone,
thot she not enuff money so buy batt.
later count again.got enuff =.=
the suayness yknow (:
then later went home :p
aahhahahaha!
so yeah,tmrgoing back school (:
need to pack things, and do th roses (:
ahaahaha!
so yeah,

to tell you the truth,
i dun even know whether you would even read this,
like what i said,
no matter how long you take to sort things out.
i will still wait (:
remember that.cos all i know is.
i dun wanna lose you.not at all,
i still do love you,

;4:19 AM

Monday, January 26, 2009

/and i swear,
you're just like a pill.

i wanna see you.i wanna see you.i wanna see you.
i wanna see you.i wanna see you.i wanna see you.

always busy, i'll try my best to make time for you no matter what,
as long as you have the time.

so yeah.today,
was somewhat boring.
i'm still not used to NOT seeing you.
it's getting tougher and tougher by the second.
im always expecting your msg,
but sadly,most of th time,im just getting disappointed.
i wont be selfish.you go do your own thing (:
i'll just put on a false front, and pretend that im okay with everything.
you really don't seem to have any idea, how happy i feel everytime your msg comes in.
i'll just start smiling and smiling and smiling.
you, just make me so happy.
i ain't lying, im just waiting for th time to come when i can see you again.
your life's just so packed,
and im dunno whether i can take it anymore.
but i wont give up,i'll wait. like i promised.
just a while more, i hope.
baby iloveyou, i still do love you.
how do i ever tell you that?
how can i ever make it known to you?
idk how you are feeling,idk.
and, i really would like to know.
but pls,always rememeber.
i'll wait. and i'll love you forever.
limxujie cody, (:

;6:45 AM

Sunday, January 25, 2009

/i'd do anything,
just to hold you in my arms.

i sit here and wait, and wait, and wait.
and i realise.i miss you too much, ):
i really wonder, just how long have i not seen you?
th distance is killing me.
i promised i wouldn't leave this school,
but it's taking precious time away.
it's just so tempting to get to leave the school now.
but iknow, i don't wanna break a single promise to you.
i hope, time will allow us to meet again.
if you would like to know,
you are all that im thinking about.
day and night.
so dont you evedr leave me,

/bought roses for you,
gonna arrange it as nicely as i can.
should have bought somemore flowers to go with it,
iloveyou <3(:

;6:18 AM

/ (:

the boredom manzxzxzx!
going out tmr again, ugh!
so obviously, not with the person i want ):
shucks! boring boring boring.
went church then came home (:
then like watched. take the lead and make it happen again.
*butt pain*
aiya, whatever la!
bought roses yesterday ((:
ahahahhhaa!
bringing to school on wednesday to give noraida, ms robin, mdm lee,
*ahem 1*, *ahem 2*, *ahem 3*, cant say name cos its surprise mahs ((:
hopefully, can do properly uh (:
first attempt at doing this man (:
then gon learn how to do something from georgina (:
(for someone i will learn) (:
gonna start concentrating more in school liaos (:
means not msging so much, (:
paying more attention although very boring (:
ahahahha!
hopefully i can make it bahs (:
ahahhahaha!
so many smiley faces,zomg!! {:

/you're all that's on my mind.
one thought of you is what it takes to,
to leave the rest of the world behind.

;5:26 AM

Friday, January 23, 2009

/i really love you.

i love you like how i did,
nothing has ever changed.
remember that.
no matter what,
my heart will always be with you.
cheer up pls
it hurtsw to see you like that.
it really sucks,
baby i love you

;10:18 PM

/will there ever be a time,
where you'd leave me standing all alone in the pouring rain?

things are so different now,you're so distant.
things are just not going th same anymore,
and i dun think it will ever be again.
i really wished it could be the same again,
but alas, it just won't be again, i guess?
i want you to prove me wrong if you would.
you just seem to treat me so coldly,
i wish its just my imagination.
please tell me im thinking too much.and that,
you're still how you have been.
i'll stay with you as long as i can,
like ive said, im holding on to hopes,
that ain't even there anymore.
you can't break a broken heart.
pls, i'm really trying as hard to do whatever i can.
and i hope you would to.
i dunno whether you mean what you say,
but all i can say, is i still do trust you.
dun take this trust away, i beg.
please show me you still do care,

maybe,i've fallen for someone else.

;6:18 AM

/hug for you,

well the week has been fine.
SHERMAINE! get well soon aites (:
and you can always spend valentine's day with me yknow:P

ohwells,
training all.
still feel wierd,
studying side.im getting slack,
but hope i can force myself to change really soon.
yeah,
23JANUARY! happybirthday, beverly and piggy! (:
ahahahha!
hope both of you enjoyed your day (:
im just really lazy to type nows,so ohwells.
everyone takecare, especially you. (:

dun take me for who i used to be,

;4:57 AM

Sunday, January 18, 2009

/as i sat here and thought,

thinking back,when we were still sec 1s to now,
im really glad to have teammates like you.
GEORGINA! ATHIRAH! FARAH! ((:
as i got to know all of you better and better,
i really regret not making th effort not to know any of you
better much much earlier!
i really feel so blessed to have you three as teammates,
although this year has just began,somehow,
it seems like we've bonded quite alot!
from last year to this year,
weve like really been so much closer, ((:

GEORGINA!
classmates for three years liao leh!! (:
this year and next year all of us study hard hard together alright? (:
thanks for always being there yeah? (:
from playing against you when we were in primary school,
to being in the same school,same class,same environment..
i wont ever regret finding a friend like you (:
takecare, kim loves you ! <3(:

ATHIRAH!
this year someone my classmate uh (:
its been fun girl (:
let's all work hard to achieve our goals! (:
since someone so smart,i think,
you must help help with my work hor (; :P
takecare babe, love you too <3(:

FARAH!
roomie of 2009 yknow (:
its been fine (:
training all,i hope you get well soon alright? (:
takecares,especially you! (: love roomie <3(:

never gonna let you go,
dun mess my feelings up.
im staying with you,i wont leave you.

;1:14 AM

Friday, January 16, 2009

/why doesn't anyone give him a chance?

just went up to pass ahma something..
and yeah,
i hope things will change soon,
i dun wanna see him like that.
one chance,that's all he needs.
you treat him like a nobody,
but don't you remember?
he's your son.
ohyeah,i forgot.
cos you dun even care.right?
theres a tiko in my fcuking house.
you always think about yourself,
but whats benefiting to you,
don't you realise its tearing apart someone else?
i'll do anything to help him,but ohno.
im not fit to say anything,im not fit to say anything..
not fit to say anything,not fit to do anything.
ohmaybe,all i can do,
is just sit here and watch him being destroyed?
ohyes,there's all im capable of doing.
and yes,its making me feel so horrible.
i hate it.i hate it.i hate it.
why can't things be like last time?
wasn't it much happier?
or do you prefer some family like this now?
ohwells,maybe i think you do.
so oh-so-thankyou for screwing things up with
your selfish thoughts.
i dun wanna stay here anymore.
everything's so eff-ed up.

live each moment like its your last.

/if today was your last day,
tomorrow was too late.

;11:40 PM

/everything i needed to know;

yesyesyes!!damn happy,
got into the north zone team sia.
although this might be my only chance playing cos got so many seniors,
i promise i will chiong hard (:
hhahha!
i wont give up man!
ohwells,th week was fine.
but feel damn wierd..
just now after training suddenly vomit ):
now also feel like vomiting sia..
ohmanx!
idw fall sick at this point of time!

ohwells,then went to causeway with georget *ahem* and someone else.
te macs there.
ohwells.
so tired.
gotta do homework ):
if not later they nag at me for doing in church again ):

/never leave me,stay by my side.

;5:53 AM

Sunday, January 11, 2009

/im screwed,know why?
fucked up essay never do ):

so yesterday went out with baby (:
then later he go out wth his family,
then go celebrate ahma birthday,
eat until damn full lahs! ):

so comes today,
i like totally skipped church today,
cos one,so tired. and two,not in th mood.
then daddy say go suntec,
cannot find him for so long,was like practically shoutin at him,
thru the phone,then everyone like staring at me-.-''
so whatever uhs,found him.
then go makan with aunty maria theyall.
then keep koping daddy's sakae:P
we drink about th same,
he come out face red say cannot tahan liao-.-''
alamak!
so yeah,going back school soon.
I FCUKING HAVENT DONE MY HOMEWORK YET!!
goddammn it.fuck!

/you can't break a broken heart,

;1:07 AM

Friday, January 9, 2009

/white carded,

so yeah.
just came home.
kena white card just now,physics class-.-''
suck cock man!!
first week only dio white card.
whatever uh,
this week like damn tired only:P
hehe!
got beep test,yoyo test.
wooo~hoooo!
im so damn bloody glad th week's over.
if not i dunno what will happen to me.
a zombie training and studying ((:
ahahhaahha!
ohwhateverss,
im tired!and in need of entertainment yknow (:
lazy blog le la (:

/im stuck,between you and him.
You are my greatest weakness.

;4:54 AM

Saturday, January 3, 2009

/i wanna be somebody else,

helping around th house?

more of slacking:P

im so lazy to help!!

tmr gotta be at church early.

gon wake up at 6 man!!

try try see can wake up for training not:P

hehehehehe!

im bored!

ohwells,

nothing much.

boring post.

tatas!

btw,

love love love that guy up there:P

<3(:

;3:42 AM

Thursday, January 1, 2009

/piano grey eyes,

;family portrait,

Momma please stop cryin,I can't stand the sound

Your pain is painful and its tearin' me down

I hear glasses breakin as I sit up in my bed

I told dad you didn't mean those nasty things you said

You fight about money, bout me and my brother

And this I come home to, this is my shelter

It ain't easy growin up in World War III

Never knowin what love could be,you'll see

I don't want love to destroy me like it has done my family

Can we work it out? Can we be a family?

I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll do anything

Can we work it out? Can we be a family?

promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't leave.

Daddy please stop yellin, I can't stand the sound

Make mama stop cryin,cuz I need you around

My mama she loves you,no matter what she says

its true

I know that she hurts you,but remember I love

you, too

I ran away today,ran from the noise,ran away

Don't wanna go back to that place, but don't have

no choice,no way

It ain't easy growin up in World War III

Never knowin what love could be,well I've seen

I don't want love to destroy me like it did my family

Can we work it out?Can we be a family?

I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll do anything

Can we work it out? Can we be a family?

I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't leave

In our family portrait,we look pretty happy

Let's play pretend,let's act like it comes

naturally

I don't wanna have to split the holidays

I don't want two addresses

I don't want a step-brother anyways

And I don't want my mom to have to change her

last name