(女)那教堂钟声太微弱 却敲痛心中的伤口台上庄严典礼 纪念我输得彻底

(男)他揭开你面纱时候 一枚戒指将你紧扣掌声将我吞没

(女)面带笑容和你握手

(男)祝福你们的生活

(合)怎却 那泪莫名地流

(男)你洁白的婚礼 你多么的美丽 台下我的独角戏

(女)走进院子里 昨天的回忆

(合)如今随着花儿慢慢凋零

(男)你庄严的婚礼

(女)我演出的悲剧

(合)最后唯一的结局

(女)教堂的钟声 梦已破碎

(合)祝福声中听叶儿随风飞

this song nice nice nice ((:

hahahhaa! woo woo.

and dammit ):

cannot go with nat today ):

im so sorry!!!

/mad,

finally th week's over ((:
had like three games, but also had three sleep ins (:
freaking glad.
played and played and played.
and i dun think im playing well,
haiyo. whatever la (:
gotta do homework and homework and homework (:
so my marks for this module.
did badly for two ):
chinese - 79%
a math - 55% ):
E math - 77%
science(chem/phy) -88%
comb. humans(history) - 58% ):
cant stand mr kan. no offfence.
he teach like not teaching only,
but its my fault anws ):
jyjy kim (:

/everything's crazy, unbelievable.
can i take it?
fighting this war, when both of us are losing.

;5:33 AM

Monday, February 16, 2009

/crying,dun wanna go to bed with this pain.

in com lab now,doing chem,ooohhh so FUCKING boring! ):
ohwells, go sleep go sleep.
finish work liaos:P
hahahhhha!
aq on my left mama pussy on my right!! ^^
ahaahhahahaa!
so there's nothing to do la sia.
blogging facebook-ing and NOT DOING MY WORK! (:
just now got 7 of us in th lift they scream like WOAHHHHHHHH!!
anws, wo hai ai ni <3(:

;9:39 PM

Saturday, February 14, 2009

/a lonely valentine's.
you were all that i was thinking of.
still can't seem to get you out of my mind ):

so yeah, woke up at 9 to go bathe all ,
then left house with mummy take train.
she drop at dover i go bouna vista meet chantal at 1030,
then go tanglin together.
lazy to find th bus so told her i pay for th cab fare :P
then went in, started doing th score all.
near th end i was like alrdy falling asleep on th chair while waiting for th
next game to start,
then suddenly ling back pain,
then ms robin ask me go change to shoes ^^
although played only for th last half, 8 minutes ,
played GD and totally enjoyed it:P
so tmr gonna play, (:
then after that went with olivia WU, dana and gerry to science centre makan (:
me and dana playplay say see who eat big macs meal upsize finish first:P
she left her drink i finish liao:P
gerry help ^ ^
then dana go mix her coke with mcflurry=.=
nice leh :P
then we went play play there,
they go spin me until sweat sia,
nearly vomit, just ate so much :p
so yeah, then i go buy th gooooeey stuff for fun, dana bought glow in th dark nail polish,
ahahhahaaha!wanted to buy rose for jie and mum.
but 5 bucks one stalk then all so ugly, so forget it :P
anws, HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY! to anyone happy (:
(excludes me, definitely )


every where i turn, i saw couples.
even saw my brother so happy with his girlfriend,
you have totally no idea how hard it was for me,
to hold back th tears,
been sending you msgs for maybe, 1 month?
since we stopped talking,
never once have you ever replied.
i won't stop, until you tell me to,
im waiting and waiting and waiting,
idk what to say , what to do anymore.
you're affecting me too much,
i can't concentrate i can't do anything,
sigh,

/If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you
I'll be waiting
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you
I'll be waiting
Time after time
Time after time
After your picture fades and darkness has
Turned to grey
Watching through windows I'm wondering
If you're OK
And you say go slow
I fall behind
The drum beats out of time.

;4:18 AM

Friday, February 13, 2009

/tears rolling down my face,
cos i miss you. ):

MCSPICY!!
((: went causeway with georgina and athirah after cdp today,
all three ate that caps word up there:P
hahaha!eat until damn spicy sia :p
cdp need do some stupid survey on AIDS, HIV , STD =.=''
ohwhatever, then when eating mama pussy and daddy pussy ( ps: new one)
came to join :P then ate, then waited for gerald.
wait until butt pain sia,
kop money again :P
ahahahhaha!
ohwells,
ain't in a really great mood now,
kim wants to emo, kim wants to cry,
so byebye!

/don't remind me,
im not over it ):
i can't seem to face th truth,

;2:34 AM

Saturday, February 7, 2009

/thoughts of you, run through my mind.
my love will find you.
what about now? what about today?
what if you're making me, all that i'm meant to be?

baby, before it's too late.
what about now?

im feeling so damn frustrated.
i've taken a big risk for something that might never return.
and maybe, i regret it a little.
but i hope you'll make me happy;

and yeah, you!
im sorry, but i guess you're right,
everything i wanted isn't anything that i have.

i dunno why, i just cant let go.
this doesnt feel like anything like last time,
im still holding on, its not leaving me/

/and i love you for a lifetime,
i wont let you go.
i want you;

;4:40 AM

Friday, February 6, 2009

kim&kim ((:

kimmi(:

before you know it,

i'll be gone.

;11:30 PM

/as i sit here, waiting for you.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!
no mood.

honestly?
i dun wanna care anymore.
i dun wanna hurt anymore.
i dun wanna be hurt anymore.
i dun wanna cry anymore.
i dun wanna be here blaming myself anymore.
i dun wanna be distracted from my work anymore.
i dun wanna think about it anymore.
i dun wanna,
i dun wanna.

/draw me into your arms tonight,
again and again.

;11:27 PM

/can't stop myself from going crazy,
everything's getting to me.

i swear. im set to kill.
i thought you were my everything.
i thought you wouldn't leave,
but guess i was wrong.
you've let go,haven't you?
so should i,
why should i waste my time and energy on someone,
on someone who FUCKING doesn't care anymore?
i can't control myself anymore.
its getting to me, its getting to me.
hurt someone again and again for you.
i was being fcking stupid and foolish.
and now, everything's gone.
i guess, i wont be holding on anymore.
crying myself to sleep every night,
you simply have got no idea how much
you've hurt me,
been serious before, but not like this at all.
i took the risk, and its a risk im never taking again.
maybe, i still love you.
i guess, i must let go.
its tiring me out. lying to myself.
so why should i still do this to myself?
/bye;

;6:46 PM

/ain't doing fine ain't doing fine ain't doing fine.

either you or him?
im sorry, i'll choose him, still.
im really sorry, im just doing what i wanna do.
forget everything, nothing should have ever happened.

so yeah, games and training for the week (:
still damn fucking distracted ):
but ohwells, th good thing is: ,
scored 81/100 for chinese ((:
wooooooooo! FIRST TIME!
ohwells, ain't looking forward to next week i guess, ):

been thinking through, and yknow what?
i still do damn fucking hell miss you,
its distracting me from everything.
from my work, training, friends.
i didnt want this to happen, and i'll still be doing what i said i'll do,
i'll fucking wait. (:

/what about now?

;4:16 AM

Thursday, February 5, 2009

/for you i will,

in math class now:P
shermaine on my left,
athirah on my right ((:
fcuking boring lahs now):

they like lock everything now la ):
cant go to anymore websites liao ):
later got chem test ):
zomg!



//andand.lim xujie, wo ai ni <3(:

;10:44 PM

Sunday, February 1, 2009

/ you take my breathe away,

dear you,
dun forget whatever i have said (:
(L) you. (:
byebye!
wo hai zai deng;

;2:08 AM