Saturday, May 30, 2009

/tired.

so today.
woke up at five.
bathed and all.
went to school reach at 7.
goddamn tired,
and it was already so noisy there.
ohwells, then umpired.
blow th whistle so many times,
tell them so nicely,
last one i like force myself to smile and tell them sia.
ohwells, then bathed.
went to paya lebar to eat arnold's with mum, sis and bro.
cos gerald got 2nd in th level for english,.
im shocked!
ohwells, then halfway athirah ask want go watch soccer not,
then said okay.
was late, oops. sorry.
then went there, thought we missed th stop.
went in, so happy to see someone XD
then end time dun want go sia.
but was going to watch another match with athirah at bedok stadium.
after such a long day, im finally home :D
tmr got family dinner cos kian heng kor kor came back from new york.
dun even think he'll recognise me la, for goodness sake!
ohwells, just go luh, for fun. anyway also not going church,
gahhh!! the whole month like everyday go back train only.
can anyone define holidays again?
ohwells, so tired.
going to sleep liao (:

hey you!
someone tried pranking me but failed luh ;)
ohwells, glad i went for your game today :D
blehh; still think its funny your mum
thought i one of your team mates girlfriend -.-
laugh sia i read the msg.
now you should be somewhere in changi airport ba (:
enjoying time with your family (:
iloveyou, you know i do don't you? (:
someone ah, im speechless XD

;6:30 AM

Thursday, May 28, 2009

/holidays equals to rest time!

this week so super tired!
screwed up my physics test!
everyday wake up early go study sia!
can faint already today!
tmr still need to be in school by 715!
gahhh!!
oh ohoh. btw btw btw, thanks for going down with me
everyday! (:
had cluster activity yesterday, so tired!
and actually quite boring!
just came back luh,
stupid sia stupid sia stupid sia.
took th taxi,
send athirah georgina and shermaine to causeway
then went home.
almost 20 bucks.
next week then can pay phone bill :P
first time its 30 bucks sia,
lowest liao (:
but at least mine lower then someone one ah :P
oops oops oops!
yeah, ohwells. almost everyday need go school train,
then tuesdays go school train
then go CCAB train for 17s.
*toooooot!*
so bloody tired la,
still train for so long,
ohwells.
treat it as a way for me to lose my fats!
im hungry hungry hungry and im lazy to go out and buy food!

youyouyou!
have fun trying to prank me bah!
thanks for accompanying me (:
love you loads dear <3
enjoy your holidays hor.
dun sad sad sad okay!
someone ah, only know how to make me speechless!
haiyo! cute,
gonna miss you so much,
): enjoy your trip to thailand later during th hols (:

your my best boyf!

;9:50 PM

Sunday, May 24, 2009

/syafiq's,

in daddy house now,
wth la, gerald frame up his pics with shania -.-
ohwells, going back school alone later ):
i wanna cry! somemore take 168 la,
i never take this bus alone before sia :S
ohh.my.gawwd!
going to read breaking dawn on th internet now (:
ha! farah i hope i get to read it finish by today! :D
bleh,
ohwells.

kimberly loves syafiq (:

;3:26 AM

Saturday, May 23, 2009

/ im happy today (:

went to open house (:
did dunno what for registration ):
i was so bored la.
and someone got to come so much later la!
ahaahhahahaha!ohwells,
at least the thing pass much faster today (:
then went to bathe then went home with someone (:
so cute la! see me only, later tell me i smell of dove shamppoo -.-
wah wah wah.
took 168 then take mrt to kembangan. then zhao-ed to bugis meet jayne
then eat! :D
tmr going church liao (:
then can see baby (:
ohwells, go sleep liao (:
my eyes closing.

any idea how much i love you? <3

;7:52 AM

Thursday, May 21, 2009

/barney!

i hate you.
you hate me.
let's go out and kill barney.
with a gun shot BANG! BANG! barney's on th floor.
NO MORE PURPLE DINOSAUR!

;1:38 AM

/ tsk!

this irritiating guy beside me -.-
oops!!
joking joking :D
ahahhaahha,
im bored im bored im bored.
and i know you can see this from
what im doing ):
seee luh, so mean
never entertain me one luh you! ):
gah gah gah gah gah!
super star uh someone? :P
ransack your bag then you know uh,
okay okay okay? :D
dun return you your bag also :P
im B.O.R.E.D!
and you at there making some quiz of yours :P
you like think of the question like cute only (:
alamak, dun want type anymore nonsense already la (8
bleh! love you luh,
cute sweet lovely guy :D
bleh. hug you tight tight! (:

;1:19 AM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

/brain dead.

gahhh! played against sports school team yesterday.
was really surprised with the result, as in the score.
seventeens won :D 33-44. yupps.

just now did english compo.
suddenly like want to do properly only :P
if not usually i'll be like 'do only'
hahahahahahhaa! ohwells, weekends got time then do.
but physics and social studies revisiom are my main priority :D
just got back my chemistry pre-test.
33/35 -.- if i wrote ions, then full marks liao.
4 letters cost me 2 marks! eeeeeeeeeeeeeee,,
hopefully can do well tmr ba :D
a math revision too ):
can die one sia, eeeeeeeeeeeyyerrr!

just checked mail, then realised players get to choose
colour of molten ball for next year.
its abit th.... *something something something*
but still quite cute (:
ohwells,

eh eh eh! you uh you uh. ms jamie keep calling
you superstar now.
happy uh you!
ahahhhahah! im bored im bored im bored.
and I SEE YOU! :D

blehh.ohwells.loves.
<3

you've got me heads over heels.

;11:39 PM

Monday, May 18, 2009

/ looking at you, i just can't help but smile (:

yesterday ate seoul gardens,
im feeling super fat now la, ):
ohwells. today didn't have afternoon training :D
then sst-ed.
if that was considered sst in th first place.
athirah beside me like talking craps only.
fun fun fun, ms jamie in charge of com lab (:
come blog all she never say anything (:

someone like sitting all th way at th front :P
supposedly doing his work,
but from here like at facbook all only,
except his work? i think :P
ahahhhahaha!

tired tired tired,
and im running out of shampoo! ):
daddy faster come luh,
before im screwed ):
i know you very nice one right?

who would have thought i would have fallen so hard for you? :D

;5:19 AM

Friday, May 15, 2009

/all in a day's work.

so yesterday night dr seet gave a talk on bgr.
had to admit its quite cool!
then later he gave everyone choc (:
we were th last t leave then no more liao,
so we all go tao from dr seet.
he go inside staff room take another packet,
then before throwing to us,
he made us put up that vow sign,
and say : i vow abstinence.

before that after afternoon training,
me and athirah went to th track there.
she was shooting all,
then later i pass ball to her.
went through th white sit-sit thing,
at th last part i turn then cut my back,
stupid sia me, fell to th ground,
bloody pain, bathe also want scream sia.
then mr jiow came (: BASKETBALL!

gahh!
the week had been quite crappish,
trained and all with bloody aching legs,
finally its wearing off!
next week national league starts.
on wednesday first game,
at night somemore ):
worse still, first game 17s against sports school.
abit th retarded sia,

just now was raining quite heavily,
then bathed and all.
went with claud to vista to go thread her brows,
sasha's grandma send us there,
thank you! :D
then on th way there, they saw hadi then he got in also.
they send him to causeway point.
ohwells,
gotta study th whoole of tmr,
that is after i wake up (:

sayang,
sorry for making you so worried during th week.
i didnt mean it okay? (:
saw your blog (: you uh,
so cute! :D
i may never get to see you as often as i like,
i may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night.
but deep in my heart i truly know,
you're th one that i LOVE,
and can't EVER let go.
kimmi loves piggy <3
you take care of yourself okay?
like always tired tired one,
next time sleep early hor (:

;7:33 AM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

/with you, everything's perfect (:

saw your blog luh, cute cute (:
still dun want let me see hor just now!
gah, finally th week's ending, but then..
i wont be able to see you during th holidays ):

later going to take food for th sec 3 soccer guys -.-''
and i dun feel like studying though ive got tons
of work to do and alot of tests next week ):
chem pre test and mm test.
a math mm test.
history mm test.

then th following week i think,
got alot luh, cant remember already ):
someone chop my head off :D
blehh;

mum, if you dun want me to go to perth just say alright?
you dun have to go one big round to do that yknow?
i badly wanted to cry when i recieved your msg..
but i just held back,
you made it sound so possible for me to go and now?..
everything's gone..
i wanted to go there, spend time with my teammates,
there are only 3 of us yknow!
i wanted to be able to know them better,
but seems like its not possible anymoree,
i wanted to go there to gain experience,
thats not possible.
fuck it, forget it.
i rather not go anymore.
i would love to say life sucks without you,
but for now,
its just : life sucks with you!

just now playing basketball with mr jiow.
640plus me and athirah started to walk back,
th boys block got some guys watching out of th window.
just as we walked past them,
they shouted: "GO MHUD SYAFIQ!" -.-
see la, so many support you.

baby precious, i'll always love you<3(:

;5:09 AM

Saturday, May 9, 2009

/at least today's saturday :D

so th whole time havent been doing anything much,
except studying.
though i really dun have the mood to do
summary at all,
sunday night i'll just crap through it,
while trying to look like a put effort in -.-
if not she start her talk again.

gah! im bored ):
i havent packed my things,
i dunno whether i should come back home to
celebrate monday's day or not.
or whether i should just skip everything altogether,
skip church, go meet father for lunch.
skip having lunch with mum and just go back to school.
should i do that? or should i just come home?
haiyo, gah!

eh eh eh! bitch,
can you stop bothering me?
stop acting like some fucking lesbian please,
i cannot stand it okay,
somemore i do NOT even know you,
how many times have i told you to stop bothering me,
i just realised vulgarities doesn't really work for you right?
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
just go say your 'iloveyous' to someone else please?
im sick and tired of your nonsense.

baby just told me his thai trip durin th june hols cancelled,
supposed t be from th 17 to 20.
gahhh!!
perth trip still on,
and its from th 14 to 20.
suay or what,
ugh,, whatever luh.

loveyou loads (:
i know this is late,
but happy two months :D
bleh,

;1:47 AM

Thursday, May 7, 2009

just for you georgina! :D
btw im doing this at 1156 ):
see la never go take th paper, ahahha.
joking joking :D

frequently asked questions-NRC Registration for 15-year-old students.

1. What is the reason of registrating the 15 year olds in schools since this service is provided at ICA centre.
- The registration exercise at schools is an added service by ICA to provide greater convenience to the students as they save time from travelling and waiting at ICA centre.

2. If there are students who are not able to register on theh day the exercis is conducted in the school for example he was absent or he had to take part in a competition, when and where can he register?
- ICA will contact parents of students who miss the registration exercise at the schools. The student can call personally at 3rd floor, ICA building to register his NRIC within one month after the school registration date. He is required to bring the following documents :

signed pre-printed application form provided by ICA
original birth certificate
school smart card
photocopy of parents' IC
one passport sized photo
fee of $10 (singapore citizen) $50 (singapore PR)

more documents are required for verification if the student is registered at the ICA Centre as there ia a need to authenticate the person to be registered. Hence, we would encourage all students to be registered as a cohort at their schools. Time is therefore saved from traveling and waiting at the ICA centre.

3. The student has lost his school smart card, can he still register for his NRIC?

- If the student does not have his school smart cardm he has to bring along his/her original birth certificate and photocopy of both parents ICs.

anywayssss, got other qns but dont think you'll want to know them (:

sorry its kinda late.

loves (:

;8:46 AM

/and after all, you're my wonderwall. (:

just uploaded i think four albums onto facebook (:
ahahahaha! wooowoooowooo!
tmr gonna study, yeah, can wake up late (:
someone has training, awww..
this week has been rather bad.
sorry baby for my crappiness,
hmmmm. shermaine's off to aus ):
pang seh-ing me in chem.
means i dun have a camwhore partner for a week ):
nad will be it in english class (:
ahahahha! shakespeare in love :D

blehh, so bored. ohwells.
gotta put up th ic info for georgina (:

your words sometimes scare me,
but still, i love you.

;7:39 AM

Saturday, May 2, 2009

/baby, its something i cant do without.

fucking dizzy now.
face all white.
thanks to all th crying.
cant believe you,
one of a kind bastard grandfather,
managed to do this!
i'll get back at you one of this days.
its cos of you payment haven't been made.

im sorry i keep breaking th promise.
i can't stick t it,
if i keep bottling up,
its gonna do me more harm.
tmr just gonna go school early and stay at th field (:
if by chance you see this,
go find me leh :D
miss you so much ):

im sorry mum.
seems like anything i do,
wont be good enough for you.
im sorry i cant be th daughter you want me to be.
im lost and im confuse,
i hope to hear from you soon.

gonna go sleep soon i guess,
hmmm,
tmr gonna face daddy.
gotta talk to him about th custody thingy ):
i dun want to be under either one.
i want to be under both :D
but thats just not gonna happen..
gotta go through a whole week of acting again.
gotta go through another long weekend ):
such bad timing,

but good thing is got into under17s team for national league (:
surprising! :D
bad thing: line got cut ):
no msging liao :P
upside to this?
baby's mother wont pissed with his phone bill liao (:

i feel like vomiting now,
i never knew crying could do this to you.
i somehow have a fear of facing baby now ):
trying not to feel bad,
but i can't help it.

i promise. i'll work fucking hard,
so i wont end up like you.
i don't want anyone to go through
th threats you have given me.
no one deserves to have their dreams
threathened.
thank you for your kind offer of
breaking my legs, for crippling me
so i wont get to play netball anymore,
but no thanks, i dont need it.

ps: i just want one more chance.

;8:22 AM

Friday, May 1, 2009

/im running away,

two parents.

two sibings.

two homes.

one broken family.

i wanna run away from this,

i dun like it this way.

hiding this feeling is killing me.

can anyone see im crying out,

desperate for help.

things feel different now,

whenever i need you,

you're not there.

but i dun blame you.

you're th reason why,

im telling myself.

"everything's gonna be alright"

but, im breaking down.

i can't take it anymore,

i can't keep up this pretence.

i love you,

but i feel so lousy,

so stupid,

for always breaking my promise.

i've tried, and tried.

why can't i just keep it?

i've realised bottling up ain't th way t live.

;4:30 AM